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         <div1 type="heading">
            <head type="main" rend="center-large">"The Fear That Walks By Noonday."</head>
            <milestone unit="section" type="horbar-short-center"/>
            <note>
               <hi rend="italic">(First Prize Story.)</hi>
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            <milestone unit="section" type="horbar-short-center"/>
            <byline>WILLA CATHER AND DOROTHY CANFIELD</byline>
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            <p>"WHERE is my shin guard? Horton, you lazy
dog, get your duds off, won't you? Why didn't you dress at the hotel with
the rest of us? There's got to be a stop to your blamed eccentricities
some day," fumed Reggie, hunting wildly about in a pile of overcoats.</p>
            <p>Horton began pulling off his coat with
that air of disinterested deliberation he always assumed to hide any particular
nervousness. He was to play two positions that day, both half and full,
and he knew it meant stiff work.</p>
            <p>"What do you think of the man who plays
in Morrison's place, Strike?" he asked as he took off his shoes.</p>
            <p>"I can tell you better in about half an
hour; I suppose the 'Injuns' knew what they were about when they put him
there."</p>
            <p>"They probably put him there because they
hadn't another man who could even look like a full back. He played quarter
badly enough, if I remember him."</p>
            <p>"I don't see where they get the face to
play us at all. They would never have scored last month if it hadn't been
for Morrison's punting. That fellow played a great game, but the rest of
them are light men, and their coach is an idiot. That man would have made
his mark if he'd lived. He could play different positions just as easily
as Chum-Chum plays different roles&#8212;pardon the liberty, Fred&#8212;and then there
was that awful stone wall strength of his to back it; he was a mighty man."</p>
            <p>"If you are palpitating to know why the
'Injuns' insist on playing us, I'll tell you; it's for blood. Exhibition
game be damned! It's to break our bones they're playing. We were surprised
when they didn't let down on us harder as soon as the fellow died, but
they have been cherishing their wrath, they haven't lost an ounce of it,
and they are going into us to-day for vengeance."</p>
            <p>"Well, their sentiments are worthy, but
they haven't got the players."</p>
            <p>"Let up on Morrison there, Horton," shouted
Reggie, "we sent flowers and sympathies at the time, but we are not going
to lose this game out of respect to his memory: shut up and get your shin
guard on. I say, Nelson, if you don't get out of here with that cigarette
I'll kick you out. I'll get so hungry I'll break training rules. Besides,
the coach will be in here in a minute going around smelling our breaths
like our<pb facs="cat.ss025.002" n="225"/>mammas used to do, if he catches a scent of it. I'm humming glad
it's the last week of training; I couldn't stand another day of it. I brought
a whole pocket full of cigars, and I'll have one well under way before
the cheering is over. Won't we see the town tonight, Freddy?"</p>
            <p>Horton nodded and laughed one of his wicked
laughs. "Training has gone a shade too far this season. It's all nonsense
to say that nobody but hermits and anchorites can play foot ball. A Methodist
parson don't have to practice half such rigid abstinence as a man on the
eleven." And he kicked viciously at the straw on the floor as he remembered
the supper parties he had renounced, the invitations he had declined, and
the pretty faces he had avoided in the last three months.</p>
            <p>"Five minutes to three!" said the coach,
as he entered, pounding on the door with his cane. Strike began to hunt
frantically for the inflater, one of the tackles went striding around the
room seeking his nose protector with lamentations and profanity, and the
rest of the men got on their knees and began burrowing in the pile of coats
for things they had forgotten to take out of their pockets. Reggie began
to hurry his men and make the usual encouraging remarks to the effect that
the universe was not created to the especial end that they should win that
foot ball game, that the game was going to the men who kept the coolest
heads and played the hardest ball. The coach rapped impatiently again,
and Horton and Reggie stepped out together, the rest following them. As
soon as Horton heard the shouts which greeted their appearance, his eyes
flashed, and he threw his head back like a cavalry horse that hears the
bugle sound a charge. He jumped over the ropes and ran swiftly across the
field, leaving Reggie to saunter along at his leisure, bowing to the ladies
in the grand stand and on the tally-hos as he passed.</p>
            <p>When he reached the lower part of the field
he found a hundred Marathon college men around the team yelling and shouting
their encouragement. Reggie promptly directed the policemen to clear the
field, and, taking his favorite attitude, his feet wide apart and his body
very straight, he carelessly tossed the quarter into the air.</p>
            <p>"Line 'em up, Reggie, line 'em up. Let
us into it while the divine afflatus lasts," whispered Horton.</p>
            <p>The men sprang to their places, and Reggie
forgot the ladies on the tally-hos; the color came to his face, and he drew
himself up and threw every sinew of his little body on a tension. The crowd
outside began to cheer again, as the wedge started off for north
goal. The western men were poor on defensive work, and the Marathon wedge
gained ground on the first play. The first impetus of success was broken
by Horton fumbling and losing the ball. The eleven looked rather dazed
at this, and Horton was the most dazed looking man of them all, for he
did not indulge in that kind of thing often. Reggie could scarcely believe
his senses, and stood staring at Horton in unspeakable amazement, but Horton
only spread out his hands and stared at them as though to see if they were
still there. There was little time for reflection or conjecture. The western
men gave their Indian yell and prepared to play; their captain sang out
his signals, and the rushing began. In spite of the desperate resistance
on the part of Reggie's men, the ball went steadily south, and in twelve
minutes the "Injuns" had scored. No one quite knew how they did it, least
of all their bewildered opponents. They did some bad fumbling on the five-yard
line, but though Reggie's men fell all over the ball, they did not seem
to be able to take hold of it.<pb facs="cat.ss025.003" n="226"/>
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            <p>"Call in a doctor," shouted Reggie; "they're
paralyzed in the arms, every one of 'em."</p>
            <p>Time was given to bandage a hurt, and half
a dozen men jumped over the ropes and shot past the policemen and rushed
up to Reggie, pitifully asking what the matter was.</p>
            <p>"Matter! I don't know! They're all asleep
or drunk. Go kick them, pound them, anything to get them awake." And the
little captain threw his sweater over his shoulder and swore long and loud
at all mankind in general and Frederick Horton in particular. Horton turned
away without looking at him. He was a younger man than Reggie, and, although
he had had more experiences, they were not of the kind that counted much
with the men of the eleven. He was very proud of being the captain's right-hand
man, and it cut him hard to fail him.</p>
            <p>"I believe I've been drugged, Black," he
said, turning to the right tackle. "I am as cold as ice all over and I
can't use my arms at all; I've a notion to ask Reggie to call in a sub."</p>
            <p>"Don't, for heaven's sake, Horton; he is
almost frantic now; believe it would completely demoralize the team;
you have never laid off since you were on the eleven, and if you should
now when you have no visible hurt it would frighten them to death."</p>
            <p>"I feel awful, I am so horribly cold."</p>
            <p>"So am I, so are all the fellows; see how
the "Injuns" are shivering over there, will you? There must be a
cold wave; see how Strike's hair is blowing down in his eyes." "The cold wave seems to be confined to
our locality," remarked Horton in a matter-of-fact way; but in somewhat
strained tones. "The girls out there are all in their summer dresses without
wraps, and the wind which is cutting our faces all up don't even stir the
ribbon on their hats."</p>
            <p>"Y-a-s, horribly draughty place, this,"
said Black blankly.</p>
            <p>"Horribly, draughty as all out doors," said
Horton with a grim laugh.</p>
            <p>"Bur-r-r!" said Strike, as he handed his
sweater over to a substitute and took his last pull at a lemon, "this wind
is awful; I never felt anything so cold; it's a raw, wet cold that goes
clear into the marrow of a fellow's bones. I don't see where it comes from;
there is no wind outside the ropes apparently."</p>
            <p>"The winds blow in such strange directions
here," said Horton, picking up a straw and dropping it. "It goes straight
down with force enough to break several camels' backs."</p>
            <p>"Ugh! it's as though the firmament had
sprung a leak and the winds were sucking in from the other side."</p>
            <p>"Shut your mouths, both of you," said Reggie,
with an emphatic oath. "You will have them all scared to death; there's
a panic now, that's what's the matter, one of those quiet, stupid panics
that are the worst to manage. Laugh, Freddie, laugh hard; get up some enthusiasm;
come you, shut up, if you can't do any better than that. Start the yell,
Strike, perhaps that will fetch them."</p>
            <p>A weak yell that sounded like an echo rose
from the field and the Marathon men outside the ropes caught it up and
cheered till the air rang. This seemed to<pb facs="cat.ss025.004" n="227"/>rouse the men on the field, and
they got to their places with considerable energy. Reggie gave an exultant
cry, as the western men soon lost the ball, and his men started it north
and kept steadily gaining. They were within ten yards of the goal, when
suddenly the ball rose serenely out of a mass of struggling humanity and flew
back twenty, forty, sixty, eighty yards toward the southern goal! But the
half was versed in his occupation; he ran across and stood under the ball,
waiting for it with outstretched arms. It seemed to Horton that the ball
was all day in falling; it was right over him and yet it seemed to hang
back from him, like Chum-Chum when she was playing with him. With an impatient
oath he ground his teeth together and bowed his body forward to hold it
with his breast, and even his knees if need be, waiting with strength and
eagerness enough in his arm to burst the ball to shreds. The crowd shouted
with delight, but suddenly caught its breath; the ball fell into his arms,
between them, through them, and rolled on the ground at his feet. Still
he stood there with his face raised and his arms stretched upward in an
attitude ridiculously suggestive of prayer. The men rushed fiercely around
him shouting and reviling; his arms dropped like lead to his side, and
he stood without moving a muscle, and in his face there was a look that
a man might have who had seen what he loved best go down to death through
his very arms, and had not been able to close them and save. Reggie came
up with his longest oaths on his lip, but when he saw Horton's face he
checked himself and said with that sweetness of temper that always came
to him when he saw the black bottom of despair,</p>
            <p>"Keep quiet, fellows, Horton's all right,
only he is a bit nervous." Horton moved for the first time and turned
on the little captain, "You can say anything else you like, Reggie, but
if you say I am scared I'll knock you down."</p>
            <p>"No, Fred, I don't mean that; we must hang
together, man, every one of us, there are powers enough against us," said
Reggie, sadly. The men looked at each other with startled faces. So long
as Reggie swore there was hope, but when he became gentle all was lost.</p>
            <p>In another part of the field another captain
fell on his fullback's neck and cried, "Thomas, my son, how did you do
it? Morrison in his palmiest days never made a better lift than that."</p>
            <p>"I-I didn't do it, I guess; some of the
other fellows did; Towmen, I think."</p>
            <p>"Not much I didn't," said Towmen, "you
were so excited you didn't know what you were doing. You did it, though;
I saw it go right up from your foot."</p>
            <p>"Well, it may be," growled the "Injun"
half, "but when I make plays like that I'd really like to be conscious
of them. I must be getting to be a darned excitable individual if I can
punt eighty yards and never know it."</p>
            <p>"Heavens! how cold it is. This is a great
game, though; I don't believe they'll score."</p>
            <p>"I don't; they act like dead men; I would
say their man Horton was sick or drunk if all the others didn't act just
like him."</p>
            <p>The "Injuns" lost the ball again, but when
Reggie's men were working it north the same old punting scheme was worked
somewhere by someone in the "Injuns"' ranks. This time Amack, the right
half, ran bravely for it; but when he was almost beneath it he fell violently
to the ground, for no visible reason, and lay there strug-<pb facs="cat.ss025.005" n="228"/>gling like a man
in a fit. As they were taking him off the field, time was called for the
first half. Reggie's friends and several of his professors broke
through the gang of policemen and rushed up to him. Reggie stepped in front
of his men and spoke to the first man who came up, "If you say one word
or ask one question I'll quit the field. Keep away from me and from my
men. Let us alone." The paleness that showed through the dirt on Reggie's
face alarmed the visitors, and they went away as quickly as they had come.
Reggie and his men lay down and covered themselves with their overcoats,
and lay there shuddering under that icy wind that sucked down upon them.
The men were perfectly quiet and each one crept off by himself. Even the
substitutes who brought them lemons and water did not talk much; they had
neither disparagement nor encouragement to offer; they sat around and shivered
like the rest. Horton hid his face on his arm and lay like one stunned.
He muttered the score, 18 to 0, but he did not feel the words his lips
spoke, nor comprehend them. Like most dreamy, imaginative men, Horton was
not very much at home in college. Sometimes in his loneliness he tried
to draw near to the average man, and be on a level with him, and in so
doing made a consummate fool of himself, as dreamers always do when they
try to get themselves awake. He was awkward and shy among women, silent
and morose among men. He was tolerated in the societies because he could
write good poetry, and in the clubs because he could play foot ball. He
was very proud of his accomplishments as a halfback, for they made him
seem like other men. However ornamental and useful a large imagination
and sensitive temperament may be to a man of mature years, to a young man
they are often very like a deformity which he longs to hide. He wondered
what the captain would think of him and groaned. He feared Reggie as much
as he adored him. Reggie was one of those men who, by the very practicality
of their intellects, astonish the world. He was a glorious man for a college.
He was brilliant, adaptable, and successful; yet all his brains he managed
to cover up by a pate of tow hair, parted very carefully in the middle,
and his iron strength was generally very successfully disguised by a very
dudish exterior. In short, he possessed the one thing which is greater
than genius, the faculty of clothing genius in such boundless good nature
that it is offensive to nobody. Horton felt to a painful degree his inferiority
to him in most things, and it was not pleasant to him to lose ground in
the one thing in which he felt they could meet on an equal footing. Horton turned over and looked up at the
leaden sky, feeling the wind sweep into his eyes and nostrils. He looked
about him and saw the other men all lying down with their heads covered,
as though they were trying to get away from the awful cold and the sense
of Reggie's reproach. He wondered what was the matter with them; whether
they had been drugged or mesmerized. He tried to remember something in
all the books he had read that would fit the case, but his memory seemed
as cold and dazed as the rest of him; he only remembered some hazy Greek,
which read to the effect that the gods sometimes bring madness upon those
they wish to destroy. And here was another proof that the world was going
wrong&#8212;it was not a normal thing for him to remember any Greek.</p>
            <p>He was glad when at last he heard Reggie's
voice calling the men together; he went slowly up to him and said rather
feebly, "I say, a little brandy wouldn't hurt us, would it? I am so awfully
cold I don't know what the devil is the matter with me, Reggie, my arms
are so stiff I can't use 'em at all."<pb facs="cat.ss025.006" n="229"/>
            </p>
            <p>Reggie handed him a bottle from his grip,
saying briefly, "It can't make things any worse."</p>
            <p>In the second half the Marathon men went
about as though they were walking in their sleep. They seldom said anything,
and the captain was beyond coaxing or swearing; he only gave his signals
in a voice as hollow as if it came from an empty church. His men got the
ball a dozen times, but they always lost it as soon as they got it, or,
when they had worked it down to one goal the "Injuns" would punt it back
to the other. The very spectators sat still and silent, feeling that they
were seeing something strange and unnatural. Every now and then some "Injun"
would make a run, and a Marathon man would dash up and run beside him for
a long distance without ever catching him, but with his hands hanging at
his side. People asked the physicians in the audience what was the matter;
but they shook their heads.</p>
            <p>It was at this juncture that Freddie Horton
awoke and bestirred himself. Horton was a peculiar player; he was either
passive or brilliant. He could not do good line work; he could not help
other men play. If he did anything he must take matters into his own hands,
and he generally did; no one in the northwest had ever made such nervy,
dashing plays as he; he seemed to have the faculty of making sensational
and romantic situations in foot ball just as he did in poetry. He played
with his imagination. The second half was half over, and as yet he had
done nothing but blunder. His honor and the honor of the team had been
trampled on. As he thought of it the big veins stood out in his forehead
and he set his teeth hard together. At last his opportunity came, or rather
he made it. In a general scramble for the ball he caught it in his arms
and ran. He held the ball tight against his breast until he could feel
his heart knocking against the hard skin; he was conscious of nothing but
the wind whistling in his ears and the ground flying under his feet, and
the fact that he had ninety yards to run. Both teams followed him as fast
as they could, but Horton was running for his honor, and his feet scarcely
touched the earth. The spectators, who had waited all afternoon for a chance
to shout, now rose to their feet and all the lungs full of pent-up enthusiasm
burst forth. But the gods are not to be frustrated for a man's honor or
his dishonor, and when Freddie Horton was within ten yards of the goal
he threw his arms over his head and leaped into the air and fell. When
the crowd reached him they found no marks of injury except the blood and
foam at his mouth where his teeth had bitten into his lip. But when they
looked at him the men of both teams turned away shuddering. His knees were
drawn up to his chin; his hands were dug into the ground on either side
of him; his face was the livid, bruised blue of a man who dies with apoplexy;
his eyes were wide open and full of unspeakable horror and fear, glassy
as ice, and still as though they had been frozen fast in their sockets.</p>
            <p>It was an hour before they brought him
to, and then he lay perfectly silent and would answer no questions. When
he was stretched obliquely across the seats of a carriage going home he
spoke for the first time.</p>
            <p>"Give me your hand, Reggie; for God's sake
let me feel something warm and human. I am awful sorry, Reggie; I tried
for all my life was worth to make that goal, but&#8212;" he drew the captain's
head down to his lips and whispered something that made Reggie's face turn
white and the sweat break out on his forehead. He drew big Horton's head
upon his breast and stroked it as tenderly as a woman.<pb facs="cat.ss025.007" n="230"/>
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            <head type="main" rend="center">PART II</head>
            <p>There was silence in the dining room of
the Exeter House that night when the waiters brought in the last course.
The evening had not been a lively one. The defeated men were tired with
that heavy weariness which follows defeat, and the victors seemed strained
and uneasy in their manners. They all avoided speaking of the game and
forced themselves to speak of things they could not fix their minds upon.
Reggie sat at the head of the table correct and faultless. Reggie was always
correct, but to-night there was very little of festal cheer about him. He
was cleanly shaved, his hair was parted with the usual mathematical accuracy.
A little strip of black court plaster covered the only external wound defeat
had left. But his face was as white as the spotless expanse of his shirt
bosom, and his eyes had big black circles under them like those of a man
coming down with the fever. All evening he had been nervous and excited;
he had not eaten anything and was evidently keeping something under. Every
one wondered what it was, and yet feared to hear it. When asked about Horton
he simply shuddered, mumbled something, and had his wine glass filled again.</p>
            <p>Laughter or fear are contagious, and by
the time the last course was on the table every one was as nervous as Reggie.
The talk started up fitfully now and then but it soon died down, and the
weakly attempts at wit were received in silence.</p>
            <p>Suddenly every one became conscious of
the awful cold and inexplicable downward draught that they had felt that
afternoon. Every one was determined not to show it. No one pretended to
even notice the flicker of the gas jets, and the fact that their breath
curled upward from their mouths in little wreaths of vapor. Every one turned
his attention to his plate and his glass stood full beside him. Black made
some remarks about politics, but his teeth chattered so he gave it up.
Reggie's face was working nervously, and he suddenly rose to his feet and
said in a harsh, strained voice,</p>
            <p>"Gentlemen, you had one man on your side
this afternoon who came a long journey to beat us. I mean the man who did
that wonderful punting and who stood before the goal when Mr. Horton made
his run. I propose the first toast of the evening to the twelfth man, who
won the game. Need I name him?"</p>
            <p>The silence was as heavy as before. Reggie
extended his glass to the captain beside him, but suddenly his arm changed
direction; he held the glass out over the table and tipped it in empty
air as though touching glasses with some one. The sweat broke out on Reggie's
face; he put his glass to his lips and tried to drink, but only succeeded
in biting out a big piece of the rim of his wine glass. He spat the glass
out quickly upon his plate and began to laugh, with the wine oozing out
between his white lips.Then everyone laughed; leaning upon each
other's shoulders, they gave way to volleys and shrieks of laughter, waving
their glasses in hands that could scarcely hold them. The negro waiter,
who had been leaning against the wall asleep, came forward rubbing his
eyes to see what was the matter. As he approached the end of the
table he felt that chilling wind, with its damp, wet smell like the air
from a vault, and the unnatural cold that drove to the heart's center like
a knife blade.</p>
            <p>"My Gawd!" he shrieked, dropping his tray,
and with an inarticulate gurgling cry he fled out of the door and down
the stairway with the banqueters after him, all<pb facs="cat.ss025.008" n="231"/>but Reggie, who fell to
the floor, cursing and struggling and grappling with the powers of darkness.
When the men reached the lower hall they stood without speaking, holding
tightly to each other's hands like frightened children. At last Reggie
came down the stairs, steadying himself against the banister. His dress
coat was torn, his hair was rumpled down over his forehead, his shirt front
was stained with wine, and the ends of his tie were hanging to his waist.
He stood looking at the men and they looked at him, and no one spoke.</p>
            <p>Presently a man rushed into the hall from
the office and shouted "McKinley has carried Ohio by eighty-one thousand
majority!" and Regiland Ashton, the product of centuries of democratic
faith and tradition, leaped down the six remaining stairs and shouted,
"Hurrah for Bill McKinley."</p>
            <p>In a few minutes the men were looking for
a carriage to take Regiland Ashton home.</p>
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