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            <head type="main" rend="center">The Count of Crow's Nest
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               <hi rend="italic">Willa Cather.</hi>
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            <note>ILLUSTRATIONS BY FLORENCE PEARL ENGLAND.</note>
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            <p>HAROLD BUCHANAN accompanied the Count next evening, and his impressions of Mademoiselle
Helena De Koch were only intensified. She sang floridly and with that peculiar confidence
which always seems to attend uncertain execution. She had a peculiar trick of just seeming
to catch a note by the skirts and then falling back from it, just touching it, as it were,
but totally unable to sustain it. More than that, her very unconsciousness of this showed
that she had absolutely no musical sense. Buchanan was inclined to think that, next to her
coarse disappreciation of her father, her singing was rather the worst feature about her.
To sing badly and not to have perception enough to know it was such a bad index of one's
mental and aesthetic constitution.</p>
            <p>After the concert they went up on the stage to see her, and she came forward to meet
them, accompanied by the tenor, and greeted them graciously, bearing her blushing honors
quite as thick upon her as if she had sung well.</p>
            <p>"It was nice of you to come. Did you catch my eye?"</p>
            <p>"I am still glowing with the pleasure of thinking I did so, but I was afraid
perhaps it was only a delusion. One so often goes about puffed up over favors that were
meant for the fellow back of him."</p>
            <p>"O, I hoped mine were more intelligible than that. But now you shall be rewarded
for your patience. Tony and I are going to have a little supper down at Kingsley's, and
you must come, just us, you know. Papa may come to chaperone us, if it is not too late for
him."</p>
            <p>The Count hastily excused himself, and indeed he must have been very dense to have
accepted such a hostile invitation, even from his own daughter. But Buchanan had already
bowed his acceptance, and felt that it was too late to retreat. Reluctantly he accompanied
Mademoiselle and the silent tenor, and saw the Count depart alone. And yet, he reflected,
this merciful intervention would relieve him from the awkward necessity of discussing the
concert with his friend.</p>
            <p>When they were seated at Kingsley's and had given their orders, it struck him that
Mademoiselle had some purpose in bringing him, for it soon became obvious that the tenor's
charms were of that nature which one usually prefers to enjoy alone. What this might be,
however, did not at once appear. She discussed current music and light opera in quite an
amiable and disinterested manner, and for a time contented herself with this.</p>
            <p>"You are a journalist, I believe, Mr. Buchanan?"</p>
            <p>"Scarcely, yet. That is one of the many things I would like to be."</p>
            <p>"You are a Chicago man, at any rate?" inquired the tenor.</p>
            <p>"Well, one of the queer things about Chicago is that no one is really a native. I
have lived here a good deal, off and on. My father used to be in business here before I
went East to school. Just at present I want to get into something, and I think that
lightning is about as likely to strike one here as any where."</p>
            <p>"More likely! Chicago is the place for young talent. I have found so. They want
new blood and new ideas. Success comes sooner and more directly here than elsewhere in
your profession as in my own. I would rather sing to a Chicago audience than any other,
and I think I have been before most of the best ones in this country." When the
taciturn gentleman spoke at all it was of one all-important theme. Indeed, do tenors ever
talk of anything else? <foreign xml:lang="fr" rend="italic">Art et moi; l'art, c'est moi</foreign>!</p>
            <p>"O, Tony here takes things too seriously. 'Life is a play-thing, life is a toy!'
You have sung that often enough to believe it a little by this time. By the way, Mr.
Buchanan, have you been down to hear the thread-bare Robin Hood? O, no, I never go; there
are no light operas worth hearing except those of the Viennese. Think of that odious waltz
song, ta, ta, ta-ta-te, ta; ta-ta-te, ta, ta, ta!"</p>
            <p>Buchanan looked apprehensively about at the other supper parties in the room, and
wished she would not sing so loud. But she went merrily on.</p>
            <p>"I can endure everything American except American music, and the less said of it
the better. By the way, don't you think I have taken to your language rather kindly? Of
course I learned English when I was a child, but I had to learn American after arriving,
and I assure you that is quite another language."</p>
            <p>"I was just thinking that you were quite wonderful in that respect. I should never
know you were not one of us; you have all the <foreign xml:lang="fr" rend="italic">sermo familiaris</foreign>
even to our local touches."</p>
            <p>"O yes, I went at your slang as conscientiously as if it were grammar. That is the
characteristic part of a language, anyway."</p>
            <p>When their order arrived, the drift of the talk changed.</p>
            <p>"You see a good deal of papa, Mr. Buchanan?"</p>
            <p>"Not half so much as I want to."</p>
            <p>"I am glad you like him; he is very lonely and has those antiquated class notions
about mixing up with people."</p>
            <p>"I have always felt that and have been a little bit backward. I don't want to
seem to intrude."</p>
            <p>"O, you need never be afraid of that; he likes you immensely. We've heard
lots about you, haven't we, Tony?"</p>
            <p>"Most enthusiastic and flattering accounts," responded that gentleman,
looking up a moment from his lobster.</p>
            <p>We have thought about suggesting something, Mr. Buchanan, that might be immensely to
your advantage. You are a young literary man, waiting to make a hit like all the rest of
us. Now let me tell you something; if you can work papa, your fame is ready made for
you."</p>
            <p>"Well, if I could find any fame of that variety, I would be willing to pay pretty
dearly for it. I had about decided that the virgin article was not lying about in very
extensive deposits."</p>
            <p>"Well, it is, just in chunks, inside of that box you saw the other night. He has
hundreds of papers there that would turn the court history of Europe for the last century
upside down. I know whereof I speak. His friends have urged him to publish them for the
last twenty years, and I&#8212;but, of course, men never listen to their daughters. Of
course he wouldn't care to edit them himself, his everlasting name, you know. But you are
a practical literary man and know what <foreign xml:lang="fr" rend="italic">fin de siècle</foreign>
taste demands, and if you could sort of combine forces, I have an idea it would be a great thing for both of
you."</p>
            <p>"But," protested Buchanan, "your father assured me those documents were
of a wholly private nature."</p>
            <p>"Of course they are. That's the sort of history that goes now-a-days. It's the
sort of thing that sells and that people read, 'something spicy,' they call it. You could
edit them with historical notes to give tone to the thing, you know. Of course you would
have to overcome innumerable scruples on papa's part. Go at it in the name of art and
history and all that. He is unyielding in his notions about such things, but if there is
any living man who can do it, you are the man!" She had quite forgotten now the calm
indifference of her first method of attack; her lips were set and her eyes biting keen.
Buchanan could not help noticing how she leaned forward and how tightly she held her fork.
Evidently this plan was not a new one. There was a purpose in those hard eyes that could
not be new. He shifted his position slightly.</p>
            <p>"I would rather you would leave me and my interests out of the question, Miss De
Koch, though don't think I don't appreciate your kindness in thinking of me. If there is
anything in the papers themselves to justify their publication, why does your father
object to it?"</p>
            <p>"O, he considers people's feelings,&#8212;much they've ever considered ours! Of
course it would make big scandals all over Europe, and no end of a fuss. There would be
answers, denials, refutations; the national museums would be ransacked for counter-proofs.
That one book would bring out a dozen. Just think of it, a grand wholesale <foreign xml:lang="fr" rend="italic">exposé</foreign> of all the courts of Europe, hailing from image-breaking
Chicago! It's your chance of fame, young man, and as for money, we'd all be throwing it at the
birdies in six months."</p>
            <p>She had dropped the pass word of the conspiracy. Buchanan began to feel less at sea.</p>
            <p>"Of course there would be grave considerations attending the publication of such
matter."</p>
            <p>"Not a bit of it. This is an age of disillusionment. William Tell was a myth,
Josephine only a Creole coquette, and Shakespeare wasn't Shakespeare at all. This
generation wants to get at the bottom of things. Now it's not the man who can invent a
romance, but the man who can explode one who holds the winning card," she touched him
lightly on the shoulder.</p>
            <p>"It's a good deal as you say, undoubtedly. But I doubt the dignity, or even the
decency of it."</p>
            <p>She put her glass down impatiently. "That all may be, but when we are in Rome we
must be either Romans or provincials. You must give the people what they want. Really,
now, don't you like to get a tip on those old figurehead guys yourself, just to get even
with them by shaking them off their pedestals a little? They were all very common clay
like the rest of us."</p>
            <p>Buchanan leaned back in his chair and decided to gain time and measure, if he could,
the depth of the conspiracy sprung upon him. Mademoiselle was aglow with excitement, and
even her gentleman-in-waiting had forgotten his supper, and his 

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mild eyes were flashing
with the first animation he had displayed.</p>
            <p>"Well," he said, amused in spite of himself, "I have often thought I
should like to get behind the scenes in history and see how all the great effects were
really produced. How the tragic buskin is worn to make men look taller than they are, by
what wires the angels are carried up to their apotheosis, and where the unfortunates go
when they disappear through the trap. It would be a satisfaction to know just how often
simpletons are cast for heroic parts, and great men for trivial ones, how often Hamlet and
the grave digger ought to change places. I have even thought I would like to go into the
dressing room, and see just how the conventional historic puppets were made up; see the
real head under the powdered wig and the real cheek under the rouge. And yet I am not
anxious to be wholly disillusioned. If Cæsar without his toga would not be Cæsar, I
would rather stay down in the orchestra chairs. I don't care to read a history of Napoleon
written by his valet."</p>
            <p>"Come, you know all this is moonshine. Nobody believes those things now-a-days.
The more you take the 

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halo from those fellows, the more popular you make them. A new
scandal about Napoleon gives him a new lease of life. It revives the interest. Who would
ever know anything about <choice>
                  <sic>Rosseau</sic>
                  <corr>Rousseau</corr>
               </choice>, if it wasn't for his 'Confessions'?
That keeps him popular; even my hair-dresser reads it."</p>
            <p>"Of course it is something to have immortality among hair-dressers."</p>
            <p>"It's very much better than having none at all, and being on the shelf all around.
You are a young man with your mark to make, and you've got to meet the world on its own
ground and give it what it wants, or it'll have none of you. If you take the people's
money, you ought to cater to their tastes, that's fair enough. You cannot afford to be an
old fogy, you have too much future. You see where it has put papa. Do you want to be
stranded in Crow's Nest all your life, say fifty years of it? Chances to take the world by
the horns do not occur every day; if you let them go by, you have a good long time for
reflection, a lifetime, generally. One chance for one man, you know."</p>
            <p>"I know that only too well, but I can't see that this is in any sense my chance.
It's wholly your father's affair."</p>
            <p>"Make it yours. Let's get to something definite; don't let him put you off with
high sounding words; they aren't in the modern vocabulary and don't mean anything. Now
you'll take up this matter? There is only one man in a thousand I would speak to openly in
this way, but I have every faith in your ability. When things become definite, if papa is
elusive about the business features of it, you and I can arrange that together."</p>
            <p>Buchanan crumpled his napkin and threw it on the table.</p>
            <p>"I am sorry, but I am afraid that you have misplaced your confidence; that is, you
have expected too much of me. I am not an enterprising man, or a very practical one; if I
were I would already have some legitimate occupation. I seem to be rather another case of
the round block versus the square hole, and decidedly I can't fit into this. I could never
propose such a thing to your father. If he ever speaks to me on the subject I will be
frank enough, I promise you, but further than that I cannot pledge myself. Moreover, I
doubt my own ability to either gauge the popular taste or fill its demands."</p>
            <p>Mademoiselle's amiability at once disappeared, and she took no pains to conceal the
fact that she considered him both ungracious and ungrateful, though she vented her
displeasure principally upon her dusky minion, the tenor, who was struggling with her
rubbers. From the dogged look on his face, Buchanan imagined that that silent gentleman
would one day avenge the tyrannies of his apprenticeship. Feeling very much as though he
had obtained a supper under false pretenses, he said good night.</p>
            <p>As he lit his cigar in the street, and faced the cold wet wind that blew in from the
lake, he muttered to himself, "Of all mercenary creatures! it's loathsome enough in a
man, but in a woman&#8212;bah, it's positively reptilian! I don't believe she has a drop
of the old man's blood in her body."</p>
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            <p>Some way his very aversion to the daughter drew Buchanan's sympathies more than ever to
the Count. He found himself in the evening instinctively pausing at the Count's door, and
when he went out to hear music or to see a play he felt more at ease when the Count was
with him. He was of that temperament which quickly learns to depend on others. During
their talks and rambles about the theatres he learned a good deal of the Count's history.
Not directly, as the old gentleman seldom talked about himself, but in scrappy fragments
that he mentally sorted and expanded into a biography. He learned how Paul had been born
in the Winter Palace at St. Petersburg, where his father had superintended the education
of the Czar Nicholas' sons. He had been considered rather dull socially in his youth, and
had been kept in the background in a military school at Leipsic, while his two elder
brothers spent his substance and amassed colossal debts in a manner that demonstrated
their social talents to the world. After a good deal of reckless living, William had been
killed in a duel about some vague diplomatic matter, and Nicholas by some accident at the
races. When Paul at last came in to his shorn and parceled patrimony, he did something
that established all the charges of imbecility that had been made against him; he sold the
Koch estates and paid the Koch debts, the first time they had been paid in three
centuries. By such an unheard of proceeding he at once lost caste in the diplomatic
circles of the continent. To part with his family estates, to sell the home of the Counts
De Koch to pay tradespeople and laborers, it was really more than well conducted society
could be expected to condone. So Paul drifted to America, not until after the death of his
wife, though of his wife he never spoke except formally. When he considered the daughter,
Buchanan could not wonder at his reticence.</p>
            <p>The man's quiet charm, his distinctive fineness of life and thought meant a great
deal to a young man like Buchanan. They helped him to keep his standards and his tastes
clean at a despondent age when that is sometimes difficult to do. It was certainly a
strange thing to find this instinctive autocrat, this type of an effete nobility in that
city of all cities, in Chicago, where the Present and the Practical are apotheosized and
paid divine honors. But, then, what can one not find in Chicago? He never stepped, without
feeling the contrast, from the hurried world of barter and trade into the quiet of that
little room where memories and souvenirs of other times and another world were kept
hidden, as, in the days of their far captivity in the city of Baal, the Jews kept the
sacred vessels of their pillaged temple.</p>
            <p>One night, as he was indulging in his reprehensible habit of reading in bed, Buchanan
heard a hurried knock at his door. At his bidding the Count entered. He was still in
street dress, hat in hand, pale

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and in evident excitement. His hair was disordered and his
forehead shone with moisture. He would not sit down, but went straight up to the bed and
grasped Buchanan's hand. Buchanan felt that his was trembling and cold.</p>
            <p>"My friend," he spoke thickly, "I need you tonight, the letters&#8230;the
box&#8230;it is gone."</p>
            <p>"The box? O, yes, the steel chest, but how, where, what do you mean?"</p>
            <p>"When I came to my rooms to-night, I opened the drawer of the chiffonier. It was a
most unusual thing, it must have been instinct, those letters are the only things left to
watch. They should have been in a vault, I know, but I kept delaying. When I opened the
drawer they were gone."</p>
            <p>"This is serious. What can you do?"</p>
            <p>"I must go out at once. You have retired and I would not disturb you for any
trivial matter, but this&#8212;this is the honor of my family! Great God! The descendants
of those people are living in Europe to-day, living honorably and bearing great names. You
hear me? Those letters must not get abroad. They would shake men's faith in God and make
them curse their mothers."</p>
            <p>Buchanan was already dressing. Suddenly he stopped short and dropped his shoe on the
floor.</p>
            <p>Who knew where you kept them? Do you suspect any one who was interested?"</p>
            <p>The Count's voice was almost inaudible as he answered, "I think, Mr. Buchanan, we
must first go to my daughter's rooms. It is with regret and shame that I drag you into
this; it is terrible enough for me." He stood with his eyes downcast, like one in
bitter shame. Buchanan had never noticed that he was so old a man before.</p>
            <p>He felt that nothing could be said that would not be more than superfluous. When he
finished dressing, the Count remarked, "Put on your ulster, it is cold."</p>
            <p>They went softly downstairs and hailed a cab. During the drive the Count said nothing.
Buchanan could see by the flash of the street lights as they passed them that his head was
sunk on his breast. Only once he broke the silence by a sort of despairing groan. Buchanan
guessed that some memory which bore immediately upon the grief of the moment had suddenly
arisen before him. Perhaps it was one of those casual actions which we scatter so
recklessly in our youth, and which, grown monstrous like the creature of Frankenstein,
rise up to shame us in our age and spread desolation which we are powerless to check.</p>
            <p>When they reached the house, Buchanan saw that the windows of the third floor were
lighted, while the rest of the house was in darkness. It was easy to guess on which floor
Mademoiselle De Koch resided. After repeated ringing, a sleepy servant maid opened the
door. The Count asked no questions, but simply gave his name and passed upstairs, while
the maid gathered her disheveled robes about her and stumbled down the hallway. The knock
at Mademoiselle De Koch's door was greeted by a cheerful "Entrez!"</p>
            <p>The open door revealed Mademoiselle attired in a traveling dress with a pile of letters
on the desk before her, and a pen in her hand. A half packed valise lay open on the bed,
and her trunks were strapped as though for sudden departure.</p>
            <p>On seeing her visitors she gave a start of surprise, followed by a knowing glance, and
then was quite at her ease. She would make a good defence, Buchanan suspected.</p>
            <p>"Ah, it is you, <foreign xml:lang="fr" rend="italic">cher papa</foreign>, and you have brought company.
Well, it is not exactly a conventional hour, but you are always welcome. I am delighted, Mr. Buchanan.
Papa's chaperonage is certainly sufficient, even at three in the morning, so be
seated."</p>
            <p>The Count closed the door and met her. "Helena, you know why I have come and what
you must do. There is no need of expletives."</p>
            <p>"Not for you, perhaps, but I insist upon an explanation. What do you mean? I am at
your service, as always, but I do not understand."</p>
            <p>"This scene is disgraceful enough. I will allow you to spare yourself any
explanations. I want the letters you took from my room. I will have them, so make no ado
about it."</p>
            <p>"You speak to me, sir, as though I were a chambermaid; you accuse me of taking
your letters. What letters? I did not know you had correspondence so delicate now. Fie,
papa! D'Albert said you were in your dotage ten years ago, but I have done you the honor
to think him mistaken. Please do not altogether destroy my faith in you, I have so few
illusions left at best." The sneer in that last sentence made Buchanan shiver as with
a chill.</p>
            <p>"I have not come to bandy words with you, Helena, nor to sermonize. You have never
known what honor means. That is a distinction which cannot be taught. Don't try to
act with me. I will take what I have come for, and leave you to your own felicitous
philosophy of life, which I thank God is not mine. Give me the key of your trunk."</p>
            <p>"Really, Your Excellency, this is quite too much. I shall do nothing of the sort.
Come back to-morrow and I will do anything within reason. At present you are simply insane
with anger, after the charming manner of your house."</p>
            <p>"Then in just three minutes Mr. Buchanan will call an officer."</p>
            <p>She started visibly, "You would not dare, pride&#8212;if nothing else&#8212;"</p>
            <p>"I have no pride but the honor of my house. Quick, there is a law which can touch
even you. Law was made for such as you."</p>
            <p>The man of pale reflection was no more. This was the man of the iron cross who had led
the charge on the field of Gravelotte.</p>
            <p>Slowly, sullenly, she reached for her purse, and biting her lips handed him the key.</p>
            <p>"Now, Mr. Buchanan, if you will assist me." He went quickly and deftly to the
bottom of the trunk, almost without disturbing the clothing, and drew out the box, wrapped
in numberless undergarments. After opening it and assuring himself as to the contents, he
closed the trunk and Buchanan strapped it up.</p>
            <p>Mademoiselle, who had returned to her 

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seat and was making a pretense of writing, dropped her pen with a fierce exclamation.</p>
            <p>"What is this honor you are always ranting about? Is it to leave your daughter to
pick up her living as she may, to whine about beasts of managers, and go begging for
fourth-rate engagements, when you might have supported her by the sale of a few scandalous
letters? A fine sort of code to make all this racket about! Fine words will not conceal
ugly facts."</p>
            <p>The Count straightened himself as under a blow, "Stop! since you will drag out
this whole ugly matter; you know that if you would have lived as I have had to live there
would have been enough. As long as there was a picture, a vase, a jewel left, you know
where they went. You took until there was no more to take. I simply have nothing but the
pension. Even now my home is open to you, but I cannot keep you in yours. Will you never
understand, I simply have no money! You know why I came here and why I must die here. When
there was money what use did you make of it? Why is it that neither of us will ever dare
to show our faces on the Continent again, that we tremble at the name of a continental
newspaper? You remember that heading in <hi rend="italic">Figaro</hi>? It will stare me
in my grave! 'Adventuress!' Great God, it was true!"</p>
            <p>His voice broke, and his white head sank on his breast in an attitude of abject shame
and anguish. Buchanan put his hand before his eyes to shut out the sight of it. But again
that rasping pitiless woman's voice broke on his ear.</p>
            <p>"And who began it all, by selling my inheritance over my head? Was it yours to
sell?"</p>
            <p>The Count spoke quietly now and his voice was steady.</p>
            <p>"For the moment you brought back the old shame, and I almost pitied you and myself
again. Generally I simply forget it; you have exhausted my power to suffer. I never feel.
Helena, there is nothing I can say to you, for we have no language in common. Words do not
mean the same to us. Good night."</p>
            <p>She sprang from her seat and stood with clenched hands. "Those papers do not
belong to you. They are ancient history, and they belong to the world!"</p>
            <p>"They are the follies of men, and they belong to God," said the Count as he
closed the door. As they reached the cab he spoke heavily, "It was ungenerous of me
to drag you into this, but I did not feel equal to it alone."</p>
            <p>"I think that good friends need not explain why they need each other, even if they
know themselves," said Buchanan gently.</p>
            <p>When they were in the cab he felt as though he ought to speak of something. He was
afraid that perhaps the Count had not noticed it. "Miss De Koch's trunks were packed.
Is she going away?"</p>
            <p>The Count sighed wearily and leaned back in his seat, speaking so low that Buchanan had
to lean forward to catch his words above the rumble of the cab.</p>
            <p>"Yes, I saw. It is probably an elopement&#8212;the tenor. But I am helpless. I have
no money. What she said was true enough; I am no more successful as a father than I was as
a nobleman. And I have been mad enough to wish that I had sons! It is a terrible thing,
this degeneration of great families. You are very happy to see nothing of it here.
The rot begins inside and is hidden for a time, but it demonstrates itself even physically
at last. My ancestors had the frames of giants, field marshals and generals, all of them.
We were all dwarfs, exhausted physically from the first, frayed ends of the strands of a
great skein. Even my father was a slight man, always ill. My brothers were men of no
principle, but they at least preserved the traditions. Nicholas was killed at the races,
like a common jockey. In me it showed itself in my marriage. Before that the men of our
house had at least chosen gentlewomen as their wives; they acknowledged the obligation.
But this, even I never thought it would come to this. My mother would have starved with my
father, begged in the streets, even lived at Crow's Nest, but she would never have thought
of this. The possibility would never have occurred to her. I am the last of them. Helena
will hardly choose a domestic career. Our little comedy is over, it is time the lights
were out; the fifth act has dragged out too long. I am in haste to give back to the earth
this blood I carry and free the world from it. In it is inherent failure, germinal
weakness, madness, and chaos. When all sense of honor dies utterly out of an old stock,
there is nothing left but annihilation. It should be buried deep, deep as they bury
victims of a plague, blotted out like the forgotten dynasties of history."</p>
            <note type="editorial">[<hi rend="italic">Conclusion</hi>.]</note>
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