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#0305: Willa Cather to Glendinning Keeble, [June to early July 1915]

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NUMBER FIVE BANK STREET3 Dear Mr. Keeble1:

Here is a revision of Jessie Darcey4, with her performance a little more vividly put. If you have any suggestions, I can modify slightly in the page proofs5—a pleasure all the more satisfying because it is so costly.

I feel as if even when Thea6 ran and away she was mistress of her fate. She deceived herself more than Fred7 deceived her. She accepted a thin story, and not because she was a fool but because she wanted to eat her cake and have it too, and wanted freedom more than anything. She really thought she was being married to Fred, but she knew it wasn't the serious assumption of duty that her Methodist bringing up had taught her what her marriage meant. She got, in reality, exactly what she gave, a genuine, but superficial thing. She tricked herself about the name she called it by, and she was tricked in turn. She banished Fred in a half-hearted way, very much as Wotan banished Brunhilde8—for doing what he wanted her to do. "He" referring here to Wotan, of course.

I would make all this clearer, but I don't want everybody to hate her, and most people would feel it their duty to hate her if I said all this.

Isabelle9 writes me that she may go on to Eliot10 on Friday, but it will be to rest, I am afraid, and not to be gay. She lost a great deal when she lost her Aunt Belle11. It seems quite too hard.

Faithfully Willa Cather