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#1257: Willa Cather to Zoë Akins, [April 19, 1935]

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⬩W⬩S⬩C⬩ Dearest Zoe1;

My luck must have left town2 with you. The blizzard in which you departed raged for a week, and while it raged every single bud of the apple blossoms you sent me came out.

March 17the I had a disagreeable appendix attack which kept me in bed for four days.

March 23d Mary virginia3 had to go to the hospital for a nasty operation which involved removing a piece of the jaw bone. No permanent disfigurement will result.

March 27th Isabelle McClung Hambourg4 arrived very ill[illegible] on the Berengaria to consult American doctors. I put her first in a delightful hotel four doors from me. Last week she was taken to the Lennox Hill Hospital. It's something very serious (and this is very confidential, Zoe ) stone in the kidney and other complications. Her husband5 is on a professional tour in Canada6 with his two brothers7 ( the Hambourg tro trio ) as they badly need money. She has no relatives, so I have entire responsibility until Jan's return the first of June. I can't, of course go abroad; I must stay here and do what I can. I would not mind that a bit, but Josephine8, and her husband9 and daughter10, return to France11 for good on May 18the. It will destroy my life, but I don't begrudge it to her. She is a fine creature, and deserves to get back to her native village12 in the ⬩W⬩S⬩C⬩Pyrenees. (The dog, by the way, never reached her at all- - whomever you entrusted with it played false. I offered to get her one, but she said she wanted it "from Mme. Rumbold"! Don't, please do anything about it now; she leaves so soon and she is rattled enough, dear soul that hse she is, and as[illegible] a result I am rattled!)

April 7th I had to go to bed with another appendix attack. I suppose I'll have to have an operation13 as soon as Jan comes back to look after Isabelle. She is the sweetest and most apprecaiiative invalid in this world, as she was always one of the noblest creatures in it. To look out for her is one of the deep satisfactions of my life.

The above calendar will show you why you have not hard heard from me, dear Zoë. I sent you the proofs14 you asked for last week, but I'm sorry you read the sloppy serial version15. That story was meant to be read at a gallop, as "Shadows"16 was meant to be read slowly by a winter fire. Please give it another chance in the book, which will bee out in August.

Now, hasn't the "Old Maid"17 been a winner18? Day after day I open the paper on Amusements and say, "Ha-ha!" I tell y you, Zoe, it is not the situation but the good dialogue that has carried it along. It's because you keep yourself out of the characters' talk and let them talk like themselves.

The new story19 was going pretty well when all these responsibilities descended upon me. I've not looked at i it for weeks. No good working when one is physically tired all the time and when one's vitality is low. Alfred Knopf20 has been such a help through all these perplexities: he r really cares a lot more for me as a human being than for what he can make out of me as a writer. What a help his friendship has been to me.!

Lovingly Willa

P. S. You are right, th "The Master Builder"21 is a little in the mood of the first part of "Lucy". But the mood of the last and best part is very particularly my own mood, isn't it?" it?